cruentus-arcanum

So Alex and Fatso tagged me and now I'm forced to fill it out. Let me make it clear that I won't be tagging anybody - I'm just too lazy and plus Mrs Keevers will yell at me for "wasting time on the internet". dun dun duuuuun Rules: 1. Post These Rules. 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal. 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal. 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them. 5. No tag-backs 1. I like being mentally a little not right. It gives everybody with their perfect little lives a nice reality check. 2. I will listen to wh

So what kind of a loser have I been? Really, it never ceases to amaze me how stupid a single person can get when they're given the opportunity. Wow… But never mind that; let's move on to bigger and better things – mainly my much improved emotional state. I almost have me a new man and that makes me completely high. I don't remember being this happy since sometime last year. I also came second in my belt/age class at my tae kwon do tournament that we had in Sydney on Sunday. It was a national tournament and the Newcastle branch of the club cleaned up pretty good too. We took 10 people down and from those we had 6 firsts, 3 seconds

fuck, i'm so screwed for my german speaking exam tomorrow. who has an exam on a saturday anyway? stupid BOS. i'm not feeling particularly coherent today. there's a million things going through my head and none of them make any sense. most of them are still El and it's not really making my state of mind any better. can anyone just tell me what exactly is wrong with me? coz i just don't know anymore. look at me go, i'm hiding behind a computer screen letting this all out. what i'd give to be brave enough to actually talk about this with someone face-to-face. i have a tournament for tae kwon do next weekend (sunday) and i'm not prepared at al